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January 14th, 2009
04:08 pm

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Westradamus
Batman: "Nobody wants war."
Robin: "Gee, Batman. Belgravia's such a small country. We'd beat them in a few hours."
Batman: "Yes, and then we'd have to support them for years."


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September 22nd, 2008
11:49 pm

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Oh
GOD
I love Vaarsuvius!

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September 1st, 2008
10:58 am

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I don't know how I scored so low on "gloomy"
I'm going to Hell. Specifically... )

Current Mood: devilish

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August 6th, 2008
10:56 pm

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It's funny because it's my life
Background: He's just imagining her

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July 25th, 2008
01:16 pm

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Last night I had a dream where I was participating in some sort of adult-baptism ceremony at my old church. Partway through it occurred to me that I'm an atheist, and what the hell am I doing at church? (I have this sort of dream every couple months, although I've never been at the center of the ritual before.) Normally I leave as soon as I come to this realization, but I am one of the 3 people being re-baptized (or whatever it is), so I'm trying to figure out how to leave without causing too much of a fuss. But I realize I have to get out of there fast, because I could not in good conscience swear the vows they would ask me to swear, and that would be a hell of a lot more disruptive than me just getting up and walking out.
At this point in the ceremony, the officiant asks people to volunteer what their greatest fear is. People start chiming in, and I try to decide what mine is. My first thought is "Being wrong." I think that compared to most people, I really hate being wrong, so I try to have as much information as possible and think things through thoroughly before stating my opinion. But I'm willing to admit that I'm wrong (again, I think I'm better than most people about this) if I'm confronted with new information or a different interpretation that makes more sense. My second thought was "Hurting people." But that didn't fit either. It's certainly something that upsets me, and I try to avoid it if possible, but there are too many situations where I'm willing to hurt people, badly even, to be true to myself or another.
At this point I am awakened by my phone, thus freeing me from my dream-dilemmas. But in the few minutes before I fall back asleep, my fatigue-befuddled brain examines the last bit my dream over and over. "Not being true to myself" is another wrong answer that seems promising at first. Again, being true to myself is something very important to me, that I take great pride in, but there's no fear involved. One, while I might make minor compromises, especially in moments where I have to make a quick decision, I'm not at all concerned about having a major breach of integrity. Two, even if I were to fail myself and have a major breach in integrity, it wouldn't necessarily  impact other people. My actions could certainly harm other people and/or demonstrate that I was wrong, but those would fall under the two previously-discarded categories. Then it came to me all in a rush. Each of these things was related, but not what was at the center.

My greatest fear is failing those who have put their trust in me.

Current Mood: somber
Current Music: VNV Nation - Saviour

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July 18th, 2008
08:03 pm

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Available through Sunday...
Neil Patrick Harris vs. Nathan Fillian in a 3-part musical by Joss Whedon.

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July 8th, 2008
11:29 pm

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I need to learn how to do this (SFW)
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=b12_1214215739

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July 5th, 2008
01:34 pm

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Book review: Hunter's Run

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June 27th, 2008
09:23 am

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I'm not fooled either

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June 24th, 2008
12:28 am

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My new favorite acronym
IQOQI: Institut für Quantenoptik und Quanteninformation
(Pronounced "ee-ko-kee".)

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June 21st, 2008
06:59 pm

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Quotes that remind me of me 6
"He was too inhibited to just lay it out there, and too honest to try to say it in euphemistic code. He was too self-conscious. He was too chicken. There was an awesome power in sex, he wanted it to go right."
-Kim Stanley Robinson, Fifty Degrees Below

Current Mood: shy
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June 6th, 2008
11:52 pm

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Gorram "LiveJournal cut" won't work

100

As a 1930s husband, I am
Very Superior

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44

As a 1930s wife, I am
Average

Take the test!

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Blink 182 - Time to Break Up
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April 20th, 2008
10:13 pm

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Tonight's "Holy shit I'm old" moment
I'm the same age my parents were when they had their first child.

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March 25th, 2008
12:15 am

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The mere existence of this video makes me happy
http://www.gbh.tv/music.videos/utahsaints/somethinggood08page.html

Current Mood: something good is coming
Current Music: Vivaldi: Four Seasons

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March 19th, 2008
04:00 pm

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Learning hurts (other people sometimes)
Today at lab I learned that my hands are more heat-tolerant than those of some of my labmates.

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March 18th, 2008
01:14 am

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Walking home tonight in the spring(ish) air I recall walking home in the bitter cold and wind and I am stuck more strongly than ever before that each day that ends never comes again.

Current Mood: introspective
Current Music: Aqua - Turn Back Time

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March 11th, 2008
07:32 pm

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February 15th, 2008
08:57 pm

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Why I love my brother
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Current Mood: ROTFLMAO

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February 14th, 2008
01:32 pm

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February 12th, 2008
11:17 pm

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"'But if nothing we do here has any guarantee of lasting, if even the best gestures have only a slim chance of outliving us - is there any reason not to just give up?'
'Every reason in the world,' Rudd said. "We're here and we're alive. It's a beautiful evening, on the last perfect day of summer...Now let's go down there and make the most of it, while it lasts.'"

-Alastair Reynolds, Pushing Ice

Current Mood: hopeful
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